June 2012
16 posts
- age 11: worry about internet people finding me in real life
- now: worry about people in real life finding me on the internet
Its really sad when youre so busy looking for everyone elses best interest that you lose sight of your own. For a long time now ive been trying to motivate my “friends” to be better and do better. None of them have been encouraging me though and what do you know, im so focused on them that ive lost motivation for my own well being… Ppl dont care about anyone but theirselves and theyre worried about all the incorrect things ! Welp from this point on im worrying about ME… Selfish idgaf… I gotta be happy with myself now and forever if you arent contributing then i cant have you in my life ! Motivation has been stolen back from the blood suckers ! Lol really though, no longer concerned with who’s moving forward with me or who im going to leave behind !! :-)
I’ve been feeling so off lately , VERY unlike myself. There have been days where I’ll wake up crying , feeling sick to my stomach , and even moments where I’ll be sitting on my couch watching tv and tears will roll out of nowhere . I know why though . I haven’t quite gotten over a situation that…
You’re NOT at all wrong, that just goes to show that she’s thinking about that person more than she’s thinking about her own situation let alone yours .. Now you know that there is no reason to turn to her when you’re are hurt some ppl just cant handle others situations so they say and do whatever. You have to weigh if its more painful to continue to hurt from it or if its better to hurt yourself getting over it , either way you’ll be hurt until YOU come to terms with it no matter who you speak to you and what kind’ve advice they give you. You’re strong Bri, remember “this too shall pass” love you girl :-*